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Saturday, March 07, 2009

it's kind of sad when i sign in to msn and see the number of ppl online but have nobody to talk to. seriously. there's just nothing much i really want to say. sometimes there are things that happen in life which kind of leaves me feeling really stoned for months. or sometimes there is no apparent reason at all. it kind of reminds me of sec 3/4 days when i used to watch planes. there was just this part of me that felt so empty and i always felt slightly liberated whenever i saw the planes take off. i haven't done that in a long time. and now, i'm going to turn 21 in a few months time. it's been like what 6 years? i suddenly remember this feeling. the feeling of staring into space and then getting nothing back. it's still as scary.

there is just something wrong in my life and i don't know what. or maybe, i am just really pms-ing big time. sorry.

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